Addiction takes more of a toll on you than you think.Your sleep patterns.Your logic.Your perspective on life. Your ability to think straight. Your care for anything else. Just wanting to finish it so it’s the only way you’ll stop.4am. Again. Eventually, you run out of things to do. Not because there is nothing to do.ContinueContinue reading “The Toll of Addiction – Poetry by Katherine”
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Silence – Poetry by Katherine Estelle
The lights pass so quickly in front of me.There one second, gone the next. Passing on like my emotions.New light, different emotion.New thoughts, new scenarios. Is this real? Is this another delusion? Will I ever know?Song after song, none explain how I feel perfectly.Some are close…Some don’t explain enough. Some are missing words I needContinueContinue reading “Silence – Poetry by Katherine Estelle”
Russian Roulette – Poetry by Katherine Estelle
Have you ever muted the noise of the outside world? Do you know what it’s like when it’s just you and your own mind? The subtle vibrations of things around you are the only thing that stops your flow of thought. Then it’s just you and your mind again. Did you know that you don’tContinueContinue reading “Russian Roulette – Poetry by Katherine Estelle”
“pAIn.png” Poetry by Dev
Lately I’ve been getting this feeling that all these aches in my body and brain Even still at 26 are growing pains.Maybe this next Dev develops 10 fold Maybe I stop writing in italics, and instead in bold.Lately I’ve been feeling brand new.Then again I’m getting old.I recommend myself to breathe for a few.And rehearseContinueContinue reading ““pAIn.png” Poetry by Dev”
Disassembled Thoughts – Poetry by Katherine
I lay my head down to fall asleepI close my eyes, and the voices start to speakThey create images in my head that are so vivid, so realI just want them to be quiet and leave me aloneWith my eyes still closed, my thoughts just roamLike a merry-go-round of disarray and miserySpinning and spinning, roundContinueContinue reading “Disassembled Thoughts – Poetry by Katherine”