The lights pass so quickly in front of me.There one second, gone the next. Passing on like my emotions.New light, different emotion.New thoughts, new scenarios. Is this real? Is this another delusion? Will I ever know?Song after song, none explain how I feel perfectly.Some are close…Some don’t explain enough. Some…
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Lately I’ve been getting this feeling that all these aches in my body and brain Even still at 26 are growing pains. Maybe this next Dev develops 10 fold Maybe I stop writing in italics, and instead in bold. Lately I’ve been feeling brand new.Then again I’m getting old.I recommend…
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Why is it thatI am taking this out on myself? I didn’t askOr want to know what happened. It wasn’t my fault. I know that, but he keeps saying that it was. Why do I hurtSo much Over things out of my control? Almost like, I blame myself. I wanted…
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So afraid and alone, I can’t go back. I feel so scared, and out of control.I long for his touch even with the pain Like a drug addict I am used to the abuse.Ignore it like rock in the ground, but that rockIt has feelings. It feels pain when it…
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