So afraid and alone, I can't go back. I feel so scared, and out of control.I long for his touch even with the pain Like a drug addict I am used to the abuse.Ignore it like rock in the ground, but that rockIt has feelings. It feels pain when it is stepped on. It criesContinue reading "A Poem – Poetry by ANS."
Tomorrow is the Day I Get Clean – Poetry by Edward
Tomorrow is the day I get cleansun gets high, and the sun setsand by noon, I always forgetyesterday's promisesare today's mistakesdrunkards like I often makeso tomorrow is the day I get cleanpunch into work, and leave as soon as I canoff to my fix, was always the planhours after; stumble the roadfoggy eyes, barely getContinue reading "Tomorrow is the Day I Get Clean – Poetry by Edward"
Consistency isn’t real, is it? – A Blog By Katherine
Sleeping is such a huge deal for me. I sleep just fine, but I tend to oversleep when I sleep. I sleep for around 12 hours a day/night. Now, this would be fine, if I slept around 10/11pm, woke up around 8/9am. That is a good amount of sleep, since we humans only need 8Continue reading "Consistency isn’t real, is it? – A Blog By Katherine"
BPD: Impressionable or Motivated? A Blog by Katherine
Living with Borderline Personality Disorder can be hard, especially when I tend to be really venerable to what others think and say. Maybe it is simply the fact that with BPD, I think others are more worthy than me, therefore, their word means more than my own. I used to do this thing when IContinue reading "BPD: Impressionable or Motivated? A Blog by Katherine"
I am in Control of My Self-Control – A Blog by Katherine
People hear self-control and assume not having it is a problem. But when you are self aware of yourself, are you really out of control? If you know why you do the things that you do, and you can recognize the signs of you starting to get out of control, isn't that a sign thatContinue reading "I am in Control of My Self-Control – A Blog by Katherine"