So afraid and alone, I can’t go back. I feel so scared, and out of control.I long for his touch even with the pain Like a drug addict I am used to the abuse.Ignore it like rock in the ground, but that rockIt has feelings. It feels pain when it…
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I woke up and felt it.The mania.The overwhelming depression.It takes over my entire being.My mind is all sadness.The anxiety makes my entire body tremble.There’s no fixing it.There is no cure.I feel like I’ve lost control over my own mind.I was doing so well.But with bipolar disorder, every morning is a…
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Sometimes I wish you were stubborn and told me no.Told me it was just me having another episode.Took my phone, blocked that dumb kids number, and told me no.Told me to just wait a little while.Told me that it’s just my mind fucking with me.Told me to wait a week.To…
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You’re so close to me.But it feels like your miles away.My heart is racing so fast, it feels like it has stopped.I can’t tell if I want to cry or kill somebody.Or hurt myself.Who am I angry at?Am I angry at myself for fucking this up?Am I angry at them…