I lay my head down to fall asleepI close my eyes, and the voices start to speakThey create images in my head that are so vivid, so realI just want them to be quiet and leave me aloneWith my eyes still closed, my thoughts just roamLike a merry-go-round of disarray…
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So afraid and alone, I can’t go back. I feel so scared, and out of control.I long for his touch even with the pain Like a drug addict I am used to the abuse.Ignore it like rock in the ground, but that rockIt has feelings. It feels pain when it…
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So, I have been a digital creator since about July and it is honestly been very rewarding but very exhausting at the same time. In this Podcast, I talk about the rules and policies that Meta has about how to become monetized and basically what to do and what not…
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Caught my collapse on the specks of a paintbrush, Lemon-lime splatterings, paddlings over the retention pond In my lungs, an endless wake leading to another in a Christmas-lit bar. Never was the creative type, but I made moles out of mountain work, A red sea respite and moonshine lullaby out…
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I woke up and felt it.The mania.The overwhelming depression.It takes over my entire being.My mind is all sadness.The anxiety makes my entire body tremble.There’s no fixing it.There is no cure.I feel like I’ve lost control over my own mind.I was doing so well.But with bipolar disorder, every morning is a…