Why is it thatI am taking this out on myself? I didn’t askOr want to know what happened. It wasn’t my fault. I know that, but he keeps saying that it was. Why do I hurtSo much Over things out of my control? Almost like, I blame myself. I wanted…
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Caught my collapse on the specks of a paintbrush, Lemon-lime splatterings, paddlings over the retention pond In my lungs, an endless wake leading to another in a Christmas-lit bar. Never was the creative type, but I made moles out of mountain work, A red sea respite and moonshine lullaby out…
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I woke up and felt it.The mania.The overwhelming depression.It takes over my entire being.My mind is all sadness.The anxiety makes my entire body tremble.There’s no fixing it.There is no cure.I feel like I’ve lost control over my own mind.I was doing so well.But with bipolar disorder, every morning is a…
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Immortality is Immaterial Without Happiness I trusted me too. I am sorry I failed. I thought I could do it this time. I should have known better. I was going to repeat my never-ending cycle once again. A never-ending cycle filled with accidental lies and broken promises. Every time I…